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Hej! ville bara logga in här snabbt o säga att jag inte har slutat blogga! Tvärtom. Jag önskar jag hade mer tid för att blogga men plugget stressar mej något så oerhört. Vill bara blir klart med allting innan jag kan slappna av. Hur som helst så var jag o såg The hunger games i Jönköping med pojkvännen o jag var officiellt ett hunger games fan innan jag ens såg filmen LOL. Filmen gjorde mej inte besviken iaf för den var hur bra som helst, ord går inte att beskriva. Har lite bråttom nu, klockan är sent D: bloggar när jag har tid ♥

Har sovit hos pojkvännen denna helgen =) bara pluggat, mysit, lagat mat, tittat film och latat oss. ♥

Halvmissbildad bild haha, men ella blev söt som alltid. Är hos pojkvännen nu som sover som en gris, haha skoja han har jobbat mycket denna veckan o sovit för lite D: ♥ Har blivit en urkass bloggning de senaste dagarna eftersom det inte funkat att ladda upp bilder så har ja vägrat att blogga utan bilder. Ska bli bättring på det hoppas jag!

I'm weak, it's true.

But hey? let´s play the pretending-game.

Watch me when I pretend to feel no pain.

Uhhg, känner mej så otroligt stressad och trött.. kan knappt slappna av tankarna på nätterna för att få den skönhetssömn jag behöver. Hoppas allting vänder snart.

How To Ruin Your Life 

Get stuck. Stay in one place your whole life. Always order vanilla even though the menu is four pages long. Become the type of person who sends back lattes. Save up your money for a plasma TV instead of a plane ticket. Talk a lot about things you know nothing about. Have an affair with someone you don’t even find attractive.

Refuse to forget your ex. Make it impossible for yourself to do anything without remembering that you used to do it with them. Hug your knees under the sheets and think about how safe you felt when they held you at night. Remind yourself daily of how empty you feel. Find new ways to make yourself sad.

Get drunk all the time. Consider no Saturday night, national holiday or extended happy hour complete without a vodka-induced breakdown. Graduate college but keep drinking like you’re still in it. Notice that cheap beer tastes watery and stale when you drink it alone but drink it anyway. Look at old Facebook photos wasted and wonder where everyone went.

Never drink. Never do anything that could potentially be “bad” for you. Treat your body like the temple it is and say no to carbs, yes to wheatgrass, go to bed at ten sharp and turn down cake on your birthday. Take fifteen different dietary supplements. Monitor carefully. Succumb to nothing. Miss out on everything.

Compare yourself constantly, to everyone. Allow the standards of image-obsessed, age-obsessed culture to make you feel decrepit at 25. Scroll through skinny girls on Tumblr feeling wistful and inadequate. Pull at the skin on your hipbones, stomach, and underarms in the mirror.
Sigh a lot.
Sigh all the time.

Don’t fall in love with anyone or anything. Put an impenetrable wall between yourself and other people. Add a fire-breathing dragon and eight yards of barbed wire. Be suspicious of everyone’s motives. Hold grudges long after you’ve forgotten what for.

Fall in love with everyone and everything. Run after the next best thing like it’s a bus you’re perpetually late for. Throw your heart into every other stranger’s hands and be genuinely surprised to be hurt.
Refuse to learn.
Refuse to ever learn.

Taco tallrik & en burrito? Ja tack! O: Såå hungrig just nu. Glömde iphonen hemma och förmodligen en del av min hjärna också.

She's stronger than that. 

You will never understand those tears from my eyes, will you? It seems like I'm overreacting but the truth is; I'm just too afraid of losing you.

Min sao mei var här och hälsade på mej i helgen! =) 

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